i forgive you

" i forgive you mama". 

That's my gift to my mother this Mother's Day.

i forgive her for all the time she never stood up for me.

i forgive her for all the time she never hold me tight when i am break down.

i forgive her for not being there when i need her to be.

i forgive her for all the time i wish she would be proud of me.

i forgive her for not understanding me.

i forgive her for making me never fall in love sincerely.

i forgive her thinking its good for me to be obese till 18 so that i wont have boys problem.

i forgive her for wishing me to choose money over love.

i forgive her when she didn't protect me when papa whack me with a chair. 

i forgive her all the time papa kicked me for failing my subjects.

i forgive her for making me always fearful and not willing to take a risk.

i forgive her for not standing up for me when people we know body shame me.

i forgive her for feeling disappointed with me for not being married yet.

i forgive her for being angry i don't want to have my own children.

i forgive her for hating the fact that i will choose love over religion.

i forgive her for forcing me to do things i never want to do.

i forgive her for forcing me into the profession i am in now.

i forgive for not allowing me to cut my hair.

i forgive her for the bias ways of life she impose on me comparing to my siblings.

 

i forgive her for everything she have done that hurts me.

i forgive her for not doing the things/act i wish she would have done for me.

i forgive her for thinking i come home often because i just aren't capable of being alone.

i forgive her for labelling me rude for fighting for my choice and needs now after being silent and submissive all this years

i forgive her for not understanding I love the so much no matter.

 

i forgive her for me .