" i forgive you mama". That's my gift to my mother this Mother's Day. i forgive her for all the time she never stood up for me. i forgive her for all the time she never hold me tight when i am break down. i forgive her for not being there when i need her to be. i forgive her for all the time i wish she would be proud of me. i forgive her for not understanding me. i forgive her for making me never fall in love sincerely. i forgive her thinking its good for me to be obese till 18 so that i wont have boys problem. i forgive her for wishing me to choose money over love. i forgive her when she didn't protect me when papa whack me with a chair. i forgive her all the time papa kicked me for failing my subjects. i forgive her for making me always fearful and not willing to take a risk. i forgive her for not standing up for me when people we know body shame me. i forgive her for feeling disappointed with me for not being married yet. i forgive her for being angry i don